I am not like them
It repeats over and over suffocating other thoughts form my head
You see I keep finding myself forgetting myself
Forgetting that I am not what I wish was,
That I am a spell bound magic working paradox
I killed myself, then I rebirth myself with my own conscious thought
The thought rang in my ears
Vibrating my vision until I saw stars
I am not like them.

I am a rainbow
A startling example of hope in bad times
A smile on my face as the pain shoots through me
A dismal reminder in love with a dreary city
I feel the color sparkle in the rims of my eyes
A rainbow forever, a fag until I die
I need to remember these facts I hold self-evident
I am not like them
I am a rainbow

I am as if a dying star
Grabbing all I can from the world I never knew to love
Hell I never learned to say the word
I never could see the definition
The thoughts stream through me, in and out
Faze me in and out of conscious reality
I am not like them
I am a rainbow
I am as if a dying star

I am your favorite jester in the moment
A sad clown with a brilliant face
Tears streak down it, liqueur stains my scent
Understand that this is not all my fault
Some of it is, but I tried to escape the thoughts
I am not like them
I am a rainbow
I am as if a dying star
I am your favorite jester in the moment

A brilliant display
Tears through your soul as it captivates
Brings a tear to that too dry eye
Reminds me of my nature in the last moment
I am not like them
I am a rainbow
I am as if a dying star
I am your favorite jester in the moment
A brilliant display

Reminding you of something
Maybe that something you tried to forget
That petal that hits your eyelid
I am not like them
I am a rainbow
I am as if a dying star
I am your favorite jester in the moment
A brilliant display
Reminding you of something

Maybe it was a thought
A thought of something beautifully morbid
I am not like them
I am a rainbow
I am as if a dying star
I am your favorite jester in the moment
A brilliant display
Reminding you of something


I am not like them
I am a rainbow
I am as if a dying star
I am your favorite jester in the moment
A brilliant display
Reminding you of something
Maybe it was a thought
I am not like them

 
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