Feeling more alone than I ever have before
Pretending to be happy, but this pain, I can't ignore.
Feeling like I'm drowning in a sea of despair
Tears flow so frequently, a simple smile is rare.
Can barely drag myself out of bed each day
Would much rather sleep the entire day away
But the sadness is always there, even in my dreams
It's never going to go away, at least that's how it seems.
The little hope that I have left is slowly fading away
My faith in love and happiness dwindles more each day.
I feel like I'm barely living anymore, it's more like I'm
just here
Just going through the motions, only wanting to disappear
The sadness is unbearable; the hurt is more than I can take
I try to hold myself together, but I fear that I might break
I’ve given up on shooting stars, and birthday wishes that never come true
I’ve pretty much given up on life completely
Yet I can’t seem to to give up on you.

 
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