i havent even started to show u all the pain i feel inside,
for me its just easier to run away nd hide.
sometimes when i think back to the past, i wonder y u were never there.
u never did anything to show me that u cared.
it hurts to wake up nd not have u here,
sometimes i think this pains unfair.
when i c other girls with their dad,
i get so unbelievably mad.
growing up all i heard was ur lies,
i cant imagine all the times that i actually cried.
now as i get older, i blame myself for u not being here,
i guess the only thing u ever cared bout was ur beer.
i try so hard not to be like u,
but i am guilty of the same things u do.
they wonder y i push them away,
they wonder how i actually made it thru the day.
i am not going to give everything i have,
i came to my decision, i am no longer going to be sad.
i couldnt c that he really did care,
i guess the price of love is really unfair.
 
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