Ok I?m proud to be loud.
I embrace my slow pace.
With a space you can?t chase.
Rather raise up and be heard than erase.

A sensational appetite I have.
I?ll eat this rhyme like it?s a crime
Don?t wanna make time to listen.
Instead I?ll lift up and let my voice glisten.

Individuality: Yeah that?s me.
Wanna dispute?
My brain I don?t need to recruit
Cause I got it all here
It?s clear in my mind
Don?t wanna grind with no books
I?ll give you all looks
To the intellectual crooks
Who wanna steal the things over which I pine

Don?t say I?m trying to be black
I?ve heard it too often
No one better soften their thoughts on my mentality.
Your failed attempt to originate delights me
Peoples words they can fight me
But colors don?t plight me
Cause I know I?m just me.

You know I bring the drama
So step aside and just deal
Did you ever feel it wasn?t real?
Maybe induced by the instability of my personality
Overflowing with insecurity

So yeah, this may be risky.
But I can?t hold the front no more
I implore you all to stop
And discover what?s the core
I?ve crawled onto this limb
Desperately clinging to the rim
With my pride growing dim
And a smile forced upon my face


My heads in a constant detention
A suppressing retention that needs to steal the attention
Not because I want it
Or to go around and always flaunt it
But to steal the light off all my problems

I feel less and less confident in what I?m saying
I find myself often praying
For something or someone craving the task
To fix my situation and fast
No emotional education can last
Without the elimination of that cast
That conceals my pains and lost determination
I?m an Individual
That fact I can?t hide
But I wish I could dish what makes me, me
And finally feel free
To be a part of society
To laugh and cry with an earnest propriety
And expel the drama haunting the insides of me

But just then I want to raise up my head
And squash that feeling dead
I couldn?t compromise the person that I am
Jimmy
Who is proud to be loud
Not afraid to give my own accolades
And educate you with my words

Hopefully you?ll learn to discern
Between what I present and the thoughts that compose my mental content
And in that moment after the lament of my persona concludes
I hope to exude brilliantly that person that I am.
 
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