I never thought I would be
Sad to see you go away...
Espically after what you have
Put me through...

I acted like I didn't care when
You would ask me if I was,
Alright...

I really should not have but,
Deep down I wanted to cry...

I wanted to scream "NO!"
I should have been mad at you but,
For some reason I was not...

It hurts me to see all my friends
have their big brothers to hug and
Me no one at all....

Through the years you have taught me
Patience, to believe, what not to do and most of all,
How to forgive...

I cherish these lessons locked away in the
Safest part of my heart...

I am but only your little sister,
And yet I seem to have learned more than the
Average person does in their lifetime...

You may think you have done it all,
But,
There's a thing or two you can learn from me...

While you are locked far away in your cage,
I will miss you terribly everynight but,
I'll always be the one waiting at that gate for you
To finally come home...


** i wrote this on may 26,2006 when my big brother went to jail for yet
another time...please leave comments**
 
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