I see you from across the room
You’re mind seems to be somewhere else
I can’t stop looking
I see you glance over and I become paralyzed
Caught in the moment of time
I know you have a girlfriend
She comes up to you and kisses you then looks at me
I just turn away
As tears begin to flow
I know I’ve lost you but I can’t take it
It has to be a dream
I turn to see you again but you’re gone
I have to accept the facts as is
I let you slip from my grasp
Please tell me what I did wrong
I promise to fix it
Was it the time we didn’t have
Was it my friends
Please tell me
I love you
Don’t you understand what that means?
It’s an emotion that I can’t just turn on and off whenever
Please say you love me too
I turn to walk away but am stopped in my tracks
You’re friend gives me a note
From you?
God please let it be
I slowly open it as tears begin to flow without boundaries
I wipe my eyes to clear the burry vision
I begin to read slowly
You tell me that you love me
But you love her too
How can this be
I thought that it was supposed to be just you and me
And we live happily ever after
God where did I go wrong
I continue to read
You say you want to see me tonight…in three
Time feels like an eternity
When I see you I just bow my head
I don’t want you to see my tears
You approach me and lift my head and gently kiss my forehead
I tell you I love you but you don’t say anything
Why not
All you say is good-bye
What…how…I thought that is why you wanted to see me
You don’t know what to say so you just sigh
I have to be strong
I say good-bye and turn to leave
You call my name but I don’t turn, just walk
I am going to start a new life
One without you
Without me depending on you for anything
I will make it myself
She can have you
I know I am better than that
I won’t dwindle on the past
Past is past
And the future waits ahead for me to start a new life
Independent and free from all shackles
Yeah I may be scared but I have friends
And a true love named Jesus
Who I know will always be there for me
See me down the road
Better than ever
Not stuck under your foot telling me what to do
I’m free
Remember that when you want me

 
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