im laying alone in a ring of fire
found myself here burning with desire
staring at the spiders tearing up the insides on the ceiling
im about to kill the heart you tryed stealing
imagining blood spill and morbid images
dont know why my life is cursed to this
or why this life was destined to exist
haunting memories and lives flashing before my eyes
insanity caused by bitches and your unforgiven lies

they say im disturbed
and maybe i am
i love the graveyard, but i dont give a damn
my life is nothing but a movie
as i watch myself being controlled by whats inside

hearing earsplitting screams of murder inside my head
razor blades are my new best friends
they slice my skin apart
they help me disect my veins
i add to the fun as i force nails into my wrists
burning hatrid speaks to me
ill torture myself untill expiration and extinction
i look into the puddle of blood
see my reflection?
im loving the sight, tortured bones and flesh
yet i hate it, because its all i am
im smiling on the inside as i spew out blood

they say im disturbed
and maybe i am
i love the graveyard, but i dont give a damn
my life is nothing but a movie
as i watch myself being controlled by whats inside

in my head, i can hear myself scream
fantasizing about sewing my own neck's seam
living in my dark shell, the world outside so mean

rain is hitting off the window
my heart is dying cuz i want u to know
how iv hated myself so
since i discovered you were letting me go..
i do you remember...

everytime i attempt to escape
i fall back in
life is a mortal game..why try?
you can never win
 
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