A warm June day, I laid eyes on you
You smiled, but because I was a sceptic I looked the other way
You didn’t give up, kept on insisting I should know your name
We talked and you thought I was from around,
Looking down, I said no – felt an immediately “don’t do this, you’re only
going to hurt yourself”
We spent the day together and ended spending the night together too,
I couldn’t help myself, fell for the instant attraction between us,
You didn’t stop me and I was to weak to do it myself.
The night was so beautiful,
Dark, stars twinkling - smiling at us
You held me in your arms, looking at me, saying sweet words
I couldn’t stop smiling, felt secure and where I was meant to be
There it came “ Pls. Stay with me” – I knew I couldn’t.
The day came, I had to leave – even though we only spent a couple of days
together,
You made me fall so fast, I was infatuated by your beautiful and warm eyes,
your whole presence.
I had to go away, silent tears fell from my cheek – I was broken.
Without a word, you looked at me and smiled – telling me that everything
would be just fine.
The days and months between I was travelling, we kept contact to the end.
You told me to follow and listen to my heart, do what makes ME happy and
come back – I so wanted to, didn’t want to let this rare bond fade away –
but in the end, I NEVER listen.
Across countries and waters, we sit alone - separately, without each other
and it’s my fault!
Summer fling, I tell myself,
Enjoy what you had, but the thought of your skin against mine, your sweet
lips kissing me all over, the way you touched me felt magical.
Now I sit like a lost little puppy, with nowhere to turn - feeling insecure
and near tears.
I miss you so much it hurts, but I got to keep myself busy,
Our worlds are too far apart and even though I cling onto our memories,
I must see it as a summer fling…

 
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