As I stand here in this darkened day
With storm clouds and rain
I feel like everyone is fading
Under all my wounds
That i feel inflecting on me
I’m just hoping that they won’t show
Show the weakness inside my soul
Now I’m just waiting…
Waiting for someone to hear my soul
Sometimes I feel like I’m invisible to you
As you sit at the edge of your world
Watching and waiting for something to happen
You just seem to look out into space
Like it has the answers your looking for
I start to remember
When my mind was a beautiful landscape
That has now become a mysterious sea
Nothing seems the same
As the tears of the rain begin to fall
I feel as though life is lost
Is this what I’m waiting for
I thought there was more
Everything is falling part
It’s all just braking down
Nothing is together anymore
I don’t want to be afraid
Afraid of everything in life
I don’t want to lie
Lie about who I really am
I never understood why I was here
I wonder if I’m still here
Or am I just a ghost like everything else
 
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