Yeah come on kill me beat me till i cant stand
Then look into my eyes and tell me you understand

Yeah come on and threaten me its what i like to hear
Make your fist meet my skin the sound is all too clear

See yeah its you that caused each and every mark
As i sit in my room and cry lonely in the dark

Everything you did when no one was around
I'm about to tell someone I'm finally breaking down

There are things you did that i never told a soul
And now I'm left here drowning in the things that made me whole

With my innocence gone. all my feelings disappeared
Out of everything in my life you're the only man i feared

Wondering if you were gonna let me go or maybe make me stay
I cant understand how i let a man break me in this way

With your gun to my brain, you pushed me on the bed
You said if i tried to move that you'd blow off my head

I put the pillow over my face so you couldn't hear me cry
So i wouldn't have to see or your face or look into your eye

I didn't try to fight, i wouldn't even dare
I came to find myself gasping for some air

You choked me so i couldn't scream or even make a sound
Before i knew it you were done and i was lying on the ground

You said you were leaving as you looked me in the face
With every flying fist you put me in my place

But every time i try to leave you hit me even more
I swear to god you degraded me you said i was your w.h.o.r.e.

But that doesn't matter now because that is just the past
And i swear to god if you do it again your heart will beat its last

I will push you down and force you into bed
And i will pull a gun and put it to your head

I'm not looking for an apology because sorries just too late
I wanna see you beg and scream but i wouldn't hesitate

To pull that f.u.c.k.i.n.g trigger and blow out your brains
Or maybe slash your wrists and cut open all your veins

Maybe even beat you until you fight for your last breath
I wouldn't even flinch at the gruesome sight of death

Because you didn't care and you failed to see
Every time you stole away my innocence from me

If it came to it i would do this in a painful way
Just so you could remember how you took it all away

So you could remember how you took my heart and filled my world with strife
And so you could remember every time that you stole away my life!!!


 
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