Take a knife and watch my blood drain.
As my tears start to fall harder than rain.

Even after all this, the pain still persists.
As i take the bloody knife and put it to my wrists.

But then i start to think, death isn't the way.
So with my bloody knife i kneel down and i pray.

For a different solution but yet before you know.
The knife against my wrist, the pain begins to show.

And through my broken vein, I give it a little twist.
Even after all the good, its death that i insist.

Now drowning in my tears, my blood, and all my pain.
I look around the room, I have no will to gain.

The strength i once had when i looked through my lifeless eye.
I put my hands together and prayed unto the sky.

I blamed god for everything that i ever did.
He's suppose to love his children but obviously not this kid.

As i take the knife and now that my pain is shown.
I'm releasing all the memories and the love Ive ever known


 
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