the pain is here withyin my heart
no one sees it because i can act
acting is my life because its what i do every day
hide the pain away for one day

it shall come out over time butit will always be here
he said he loved me
he siad hed never leave me
he said that it would be ok

now hes gone and i am here
he no longer cares or loves me
now nothing is fine
it will never be

him and i wernt ment to be
i thought sre love would last for all eternity
i thought that i would be his belovid wife or his beloved
i wished upon a star one day
that his love would never fly away

his love has gone
and i am still here
wishing upon that same star that i could fly away from here
if i could id fly free

id fly free of thee
i wish to now what happeness is
i wish to have a love stronger then his
i have friends yes indeed

i have enemies
i have family
and yet i wish that i had him
i loved him with my heart and soul

i loved with all of my being
i cant do it any more i cant wait for him
he loves a nother
i now he does

hes just scarred to tell me
or hes just a cowerd
i can take many things
i just cant take his lieing

i diserve to now the truth
i deserve to still have him be my friend
but now thats all gone with the wind
so please let me grows some wings

wings that will let me fly free from the pain.
 
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