I’m sitting here in my room
My face wet from tears
Thinking about how my life is going
And I just started to cry
I really shouldn't be
Because my life is great
But I feel like something is missing
I have everything that I’ve always wanted:
A family that is always there for me
Awesome friends
Good grades
And then I realized that it’s not something that I want
It’s something that’s missing in me
I’m missing the self-confidence and happiness that I had
Whenever I’m around people I put on a fake façade
I’m afraid to show people what I’m really feeling
I feel like I have to be the happy, cheerful, energetic person
They all know so well
I’m turning into the person that I used to know too well
I’m turning into who I used to be
I’ve worked so hard to come out of my shell
And I can’t let myself go back to what I was
So I’m working as hard as I can to be happy again

 
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