The darkness inside just wants to come out
Repress and discard, don’t even find what It’s about
The music plays on and I drown out the pain
Escape to a world with no need to explain
This feeling is eternal when it needs to be deserted
But still I ignore it and it needs to be asserted
And there’s nothing I can do and I want to explode
And I run and I run down this winding, crazy road.
Then I reach the end with no answer in sight
And still there is darkness when everyone else has light
I don’t know who you are, in turn you don’t know me
Now all that is between us is our negativity
And when the lights go down and the sun does die
One of us is thoughtful and the other seems to cry
Forever was our goal and I knew it couldn’t last
And both of us our trying to put the other in the past
As we both run down that winding, crazy road
You reach your destiny and I’m out in the cold
I’m left behind and this all is my fault
And still I lock my feelings in a way too tiny vault
All that I can think about is why this didn’t work
And my friends have all abandoned me and now I’m left to lurk
Lurk in the shadows, lurk in the dark
Try to smack together rocks just to make a spark
And though I’m still alone and the answer hasn’t come
All my friends are all big loaves of bread, and I am just a crumb
This pain is just too much and it’s eating me like cancer
So I’ll just keep on walking until I find my answer.
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