Im in your shadow…
I don’t have a name, features that are better then yours….I am just a
nobody
I look at myself compared to you and….I am nothing…
We are twins…but we are totally different…
People say they get us mixed up…but what’s there to mix up
She’s beautiful, skinnier, just all around better then I am…
I look at myself in the mirror and hate what I see…
I want to be someone else
Someone that doesn’t have to compete with everything you are
Just for once I want to be better then you…
But I’ve wanted that all my life….why will it come now…
I have dreams that will never come true…
I am seen as “your sister” with no name at all…
It hurts to have to look at you then look at myself and see well…
Everything I am not….
I hate it; it’s like a shadow that never goes away…
Never has gone away….and well…never will….
 
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