It seems we have failed again, in love.
We promised to make things better,
What happened?
How long will it take for you to realize what you mean to me?
You say you love me but is this really what you feel?
Is this really what you want?
I think you've won.
It's a battle I cannot win,
it's this feeling deep within
that haunts me in my sleep,
telling me to "give up, he's no longer in love"
making me feel weak
as I fall to my feet
and crawl to your side,
I bow down at you feet.
Why do this?
You said you was willing to try
but then again "I'm loosing feelings for you"
For you I don't want to cry.
I don't want to feel like I can't live without you.
Are you happy?
Is this what you wanted?
Me to fall in love with you
to then dominate me,
make me feel like shit, useless,
leave me broken
with no words spoken,
when I bent over backwards
to give you all of me,
begging you, "Please let's make this work"
but no not this time
because it just won't work,
I fell in love with a jerk
and no matter how much we try
or how much it hurts
it will always be the same,
this war will never end.
Just when we think things are getting better we fall apart,
hanging on to eachother's hearts
but at the same time ignoring them,
only to find that we've stolen eachother's heart
but just have no other way of showing it,
we know no other way of love.
So we hurt eachother as signs of love, anger, jealousy and hate.
I remember falling in love with you,
a love so pure and rich
but I've made mistakes
for I am only human
and now I know
Payback's a bitch
 
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