Another day broken,
Another velvety sky lost,
I'm sure I can make you see,
No matter what the cost,

I'm chasing the dream,
Which one? I'm confused,
Even you have left me,
Leaving me bent and bruised,

Take a moment to understand,
Just how much I really care,
You could walk all over me,
And yet I'd still be there,

You could slit my throat,
Laugh and watch as I bleed,
I would appologize for the blood,
For you are all I need,

My life was once so pointless,
Empty; Black against white,
With one kiss you banished it all away,
Wrong once again became right,

Now I slip into a dream,
Or rather a nightmare,
Then your radiant face appears,
Your welcoming eyes change their stare,

Near my deepest slumber roams,
Motionless I cry,
The sensation washes over me,
And slowly I begin to die,

...Fields of chrysanthemums dark as white, Watch as your day, Turns to my
night, You wrap me in your ebon wings' embrace, Hope is gone, Thus I see
your face, Listen to all of those angelic sing, Engel, Evangeline...

You've pushed me away,
Now watch as I fall,
Hitting the bottom,
No will to crawl,

Awakened so rudely,
From my emotionless dream,
You've ruined it all,
Or so it seems,

So many have tried to see,
Looking and searching for the real me,
In the labryinth they suffer,
All they find is woe and misery,

You tried to understand,
But the catacombs have engulfed you as well,
You heard but did not listen,
Now welcome to my hell,

You held my heart of wax,
Now slowly beginning to drip,
Melting slowly,
Like a snowflake in a fiery grip,

Paper memories illuminate,
Now bent and worn with time,
Reminding me of brighter days,
When your heart was still mine,

So now as I lay here dying,
Already quite dead to you,
I know you NEVER loved me,
Even though you were all I ever knew!


 
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