i wish you really knew
the things i do to hide
i tear myself apart
the carnage lies inside


i wish you really knew
who tightly chokes the key
to the things i wont live up to
the person i'll never be

i wish you really knew
the pain i take and take
i've built my wall so strong
i know it will never break

if you knew that i'd been beaten
and raped since i was four
my small body abused
then thrown to the floor
mayeb you wouldnt judge me
by the slits upon my wrist
because after all
thats only a little twist

the storys far from over
as some have grown to know
the storys never over
on and on it will go
 
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