A mother,a wife, a friend, a lover....
Some would say what's left to discover?
Not me, there's a question in my mind that never goes away.
Who am I? I don't know. I thought I did but that's gone astray.
I look to my past for answers but my mind is blank.
I turn to my family and don't know who to thank.
I've turned out okay, much to my surprise.
Childhood memories seem like centuries past.
I wonder how long this emptiness will last.
I want to be happy, I really do.
I want to believe all my dreams have come true.
How can I move forward when my heart's stuck in the past?
How can I forgive when there's so many questions that go unasked?
I need my own identity, something I've never had.
A 20 yearold mother,wife,friend and lover...
Maybe that's really all there is to discover.
I am human, nothing more nothing less, through my pain I will progress.
Leaving the shell of what used to be, only to finally become the real me.
 
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