Coming from rags and horror
Living a life of despair
Coming from hate and love
Learning of life and death
Loathing where I come from
Never knowing what is next

Living a life without guidance
Yet, living this life full of love
Love from one man I have found
To be my one and only
My everything


Childhood as rotten as garbage
Teen years described as the same
All because of the deprivation
And I know this shall never change

The yelling
The screaming
The running and crying
And the fear of night to fall
The disappointments
The hellish scares
Are all that I have to live for now

Close to the edge
But still hanging on
For that one man I love
To save me
To take me away from this life I hate

I am fear
Fear of myself
I am hate
Hate for myself
I am love
Love for another
I am me
And for no other

 
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