I am utterly alone. Left with feelings of abandonment.
Feelings of regret. Feelings of neglect. I can see your
Failures, I can see your pan. I can feel your every
Scar on my very flesh.
All your perfect children are lying on the floor.
Nothing is the same as it was before. Lifeless and
Misread, toyed with and mislead. Your many perfect
Hands are opening the door.
I was from a world apart from yours. These broken
Shards of emotion lie scattered by my eyes, they
Make me so very numb, making me die.
I can't feel the pain, I can't feel the stab, I
Can't feel these injections, I just think I'm
Lying in your bed. I died last night I thought,
Untill the morning broke, dawning a new day.
A brand new rising sun.
Wash away my wrongs, pick away my rights, hide who
I am. Live in masquerade. Broken worlds inside me,
Black hole in my heart.
You left me far behind, you always told me no,
You thought that you could read me. I think that
You will choak on your last breath. I hope that
You know what you are, I hope you know what
You've become.
Your mistress is so lovely, so very very wise. She
Can bury me, make up all my lies.
I hate the feeling whe I look at you straight.
It truely makes me ache. I hate the feeling
When I know apacolyptic endings are drawn into
My fate. I really hate it when I look into your
Eyes. Everything I am silently subsides.
Inside my world is broken. Running through my veins
Pure misery breeds. But you are just a failure,
You are just as flawed, you, too, are in pain. You
Are just a negligent child. You are just like me.
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