Everyone thought things are perfect
No one thought to look be hide the laughs
Be hide the smiles
No one thought to actually look deep down
…..u will see I’m sad, angry, just looking for someone to reach out and
help
Just someone to help me change
Change for the better
Change so I actually feel like living
Actually feel like being here
I just wish once I can laugh and actually mean it
Actually smile and feel it
Feel happy all together
….Just so I won’t have to put on acts for people
Make people believe I have a happy life
Happy to get up each morning and feel like shit
Maybe just once in my life I can think about more then just waiting to die
More then just another sad day
And I really hope this one day will come soon….
Soon before it’s too late….
…too late, for me

 
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