I am trapped in a box of my own
I sit here scared and all alone
With no one to tell my feeling to
It is like it has been a whole lifetime without me being true

I am forced to be some one else besides me
I cannot be who I truly want to be
I am lying to my soul and myself
Thinking I am judged and just like a trophy on your shelf

This is not my real life at all
I get hurt now when I fall
I have been trapped for so long
I don’t know where I even went wrong or belong

I have forgotten who I really am
I am no longer an independent woman
Is this how it is going to end
Having a fortune but nowhere for it to be spent

I am so trapped
Once I am free I wont look back
I wont let you control my life like I am a little girl
I can be put out into the world

The real me needs to come out
The one that always screams, talks, and shouts
I am whoever I want to be
You can control you but let me control me

 
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