Here again witht he blade so sharp.

my guilt is faint feeling

pleasure against my arm.

getting rid of

all my pain

the wrong way.

but it feels so great.

I can't figure out

the "Normal" way

people cope with

this pain inside.

With their smiles so

bright, but my

smile tells a lie.

the fakeness sometimes

is hard to even notice

close up life is just a joke

in this lonely little world of mine

with my head always

down looking at the ground

scared to look away

from this comfortable space

i lived for days with

this loud noise pounding

every time i look away

noticing all the

lies I've been told

and everything is

shown from my weakness

my arms are broke open

with the blood

pouring out.

I just wish you

knew how it feels

how my life is and how

I learn to deal.
 
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