sometimes i like to lie and say
i am this thing called me
but in the end i know that this
is not what you're meant to see
even though im broken inside
i could never let you know
so with my cuts i try to hide
the feelings inside unshown
i cant do this everyday
hiding from those i love
i hate lying to all of them
so i give the knife a shove
it digs into my wrist
and the pain surges through
i cant believe i did this
how could i do this to you
i lay and cry in a puddle of blood
writting my suicide notes
and now that my blood has drenched them all
you cant read a thing i wrote
but i wrote of my hatred for life
what i did this for
and even as im slipping away
i manage to hate it more
things are turning black and red
what a beautiful mix
im screaming my last goodbye
as my body gives its final kicks
these are my ending words
and this is why im gone
i dont know how this happened
but i know im what went wrong


 
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