I sit here,
staring,
and my future, all held
in one silver blade.
Tears streaming down my cheeks,
thinking wether i should do it,
wether or not this will stop the
pain,
So if this is the end I want to say good bye to each of you.
So to my love of my life,
I will always love you and always miss you,
I'm so sorry baby I should have called to say goodbye,
but no one picked up (don't feel guilty)
and to my best-friend,
thank you for giving me those happy moments,
with out you i would have died long ago,
to Ariana,
you were one of the greatest friends ever,
I'll miss you,
please don't cry.
And to the rest of you,
I wish you wouldx have been there for me like these people were
i would have been alive today.
I'm sorry everyone.
But i've decided to do it,
So good-bye,
I love you,
The blades on my wrist now,
I just dug it in,
it stings like hell,
sorry the page it so bloody,
I love you,
and maybe this isn't good bye,
maybe some one will save me
before I go.

 
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