For every laugh you gave me I gave you a smile.
For every tear you caused me, I gave you more love.
For every kiss you gave me, I gave you a hug.
For every time you told me you loved me, I let you get closer to my soul.

Every time I cried, you held me.
Every time I worried, you reassured me.
Every time I hated life, you brought new meaning.
Every time I died inside, you resuscitated me.
Every time I asked for love, you strive to provide.

Why do I feel like I am left in a hole? Drowning, dying, hating, lying. I
hate this life nothing can make it right except what we once had. And that
will never be.

Am I wrong for hating what you have done? Am I even more wrong for being
able to push aside the fact I don't care. I need something, it's called
love, unconditional love. It doesn't matter from who or from where, it is my
drug, I need it. I have to go searching for it. It is my oxygen, it is my
blood. I wish you would feed me. I am starving. Only you could have saved
me, this lost soul, this useless body, this broken mind, this damned life.
You'll never know what you were to me because you never stuck around long
enough to have me!
 
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