im not content with this
i hate the real me
i hate all my scars
and my insecurities

i hate my dad
he doesnt give a damn
he cant pay his own f*cking child support
wow, what a man

everyone seems to be leaving
my big brother my friends
i guess thats just how life goes
but i wish i knew how it ends...

a cut too deep
a crash in moms car
messing with drugs
and i take it too far?

and after my death
what will be
a life in heaven
just you and me

or with i be damned
in eternal fire
just because
im a liar

well if this is what i am
if this is what will be
then please take that gun
and just shoot me?


 
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