i touch the skin
with the tip
i see the blood
i hear it rip

i smile to myself
laughing inside
i dont want to show the hurt
i wish i could hide

but i know that i cant
not from you
you see the mask
but rip right through

i dont want to be fake
i dont want to be weak
its my pride in the way
but against it i dare not speak

can i go on
yes i'll be ok
it may be hard
but i do it everyday

i hate living like this
but what can you do
when all the odds
are against you
 
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