Everything Ive got is preventing me
I crave to do it but ive got to sucede
As much pain that im going thru
I try not to think about it and stay true
So many promises would get broken
All my tension in my bloods soaking
With all my strength I fight this battle
Scared of overdoing it,I hear the bottle rattle
One thing I slip on,Ill slip on them all
Ive quit so much it'd be a harder fall
If I give into the crave what will happen to me?
The knife calls me and I know im not free
I can tell its still a part of my life
The feelings from all the pills and the knife
I have to prevent myself from this,
Pick up the knife to cutt,but miss
I put it down and think of its power on me
Whats become of me? Im not who I used to be,
This is it now,Im walking away
With tears in my eyes,I smile becuz I suvived this day
 
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