After dealing with all the drugs, sex and alcohol
It seems as though nothing worse can bring me down at all
All I can think about now is Joel and happiness
No more drama, no more mess

Behind the smile upon my face
Is a young girl full of disgrace
It's funny how this one little smile
Can fool many people for quiet a while
They don't know what's behind it
Running away from home barely begins to cover a bit

I feel as if I'm putting on a play
Day after day, I just want to go away
With all the pain that I've caused
I don't think I deserve to live
People have so much to offer
Yet I have nothing to give

I don't know what to do
My life's a mess
With death comes no stress
I've cause everyone so much pain
If I died, they would probably gain

If I died, would they even know?
One little bullet
One single blow
Cutting the wrists
Overdosing on pills
Only one thing stops me from it all
The decision on how to end it once and for all
 
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