Why do I try and find
That memory in my mind
To what went wrong in my life
And why I almost used a knife
To kill a man who brought me so much pain
And almost drove me insane
That memory of my past
Just seems to last and last
For ever and ever it’ll stay in my head
Till I finally wish I was dead
That painful memory comes back to me
Whenever I see
The man who took my virginity
He held me down
Without a sound
Why did he rape me
Is this how it was going to be
Because I said no
And wouldn’t blow
I loved him so I stayed
Not knowing I was being played
Then he got me addicted to crack
And doing anything to get my smack
But I was young and naive
And couldn’t see
That it was bad for me and the baby
After the abortion came
I noticed lyf wasn’t a game
Of risk or monopoly
That’s when he broke up with me
So why do I try and find
That memory in my mind
 
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