when morning came i couldn't wait
another day was here
one that i would get to spend with you
you made my life the brightest ever

eventually we started to fall apart
it was over with us
there was nowhere for me to run
i had screwed up perminently this time
i was all alone and i made a wish
i would pull myself through
and end up alright

one day i couldn't take it anymore
i took the blade and traced a line
you were the entire focus of my mind
i had to cut you out of my life
find a pain that as visable
i pushed the blade hard
it went deep into my skin
and scarlet tears fell from my body
time and time again
i would try to scratch you out

in the night someone came to me
i felt as though i actually mattered to somebody
every day that went by they filled the hole that u once used to consume

now when morning comes i can be happy once again
not because i see your face
because i here the voice of someone who wants me
someone who i mean the world too
gradualyy i notice the cuts
becoming more shallow then when u were on my mind
the scars are fading fast
and no longer do i need to erase you from my heart

i hurt for so long
but now im healing well
you are gone but
forever i will think of you
as being the deepest cut into my life


im not sure this really fit under the depression catagory but i was deeply
depressed

 
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