I cant find a way to describe
the feelings that i have inside
the emotions that won't disappear
the sheer pain that i try to hide

All this time you were pretending
acting as if you actually cared
making me feel like i was your world
making me believe life wasnt unfair

But now i see you for you
through all the sh** that you do
all the dirt you didnt show
i see all of it i hope you know

Dont try to deny anything
this time i trust my ears and eyes
i know to follow my instincts
and not believe your practiced lies

You have broken my heart
and alone i sit here
memories scrambled in my mind
thoughts choking on you my dear

All i know is i loved you
and you told me you did too
but you were the one who walked away
leaving me betrayed with nothing to say

Now i have gathered my words
i hope you liked what was said
and now i can move on with no regrets
nor the hollow feeling of being dead...



 
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