I dont know whats wrong with me
but i do know somethings wrong
I cry myself to sleep every night
I dream of dying
sometimes I slit my wrist
other times I am hangin from a rope
I seem to be watching my death
from a place above
hovering over my body
as it slips into darkness
sometimes a sense of pleasure comes over me as I see myself dying
other times i am scared and regret what I have done
something is wrong with me
I do need help
my life seems to be such a mess
I cant stop thinking of suicide
not even in my dreams
indeed something is wrong with me
i get pleasure from cutting myself
i just need to see the blood
so i can remind myself i am still alive and not living a dream
instead im living a lie
 
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