this poem doesnt really ryme but i feel i need to get this out in the open:

april 10 was the start of our relationship
weve had so many memories together
what went wrong...i had no idea you were lyk that
i thought i knew you
guess not.
i loved you more then ne thing, i would give my life for you
you were my first love, first kiss, first everything
we were together for a year...why did you change so much?
it was her wasnt it...that fucking elephant.
you dont understand how much i hate her now
having to go to school to see you and her holding hands
and then finding out that she jerked you off?
i always thought that people who wanted to die and cut their wrists were
freaks...i guess i turned into one because of you
i use to want to live forever, after that one night at the baseball game i
wanted to die and never come back.
so i tried my hardest to get over you and i did
i moved on and found someone new
who im not sure i love but i def. like a lot
now that your little whore gf broke up with you...your coming back to me?
uh im sorry but i dont think so
you cheated on me for that skank...she dumped you and now you want me back
im sorry but i found someone new..i dont care how many chances you gave me
i really like him and thats the way its gonna stay
although i still have that feeling for you in the back of my head...
i cant go back with you because of my friends
they dont like you ne more, and im usually not the type of person who cares
what people think
but this time im listening to them
your a cheater and yet i still love you..but this time im gonna try and not
go back with you
because now im happy...i think.
i hope you understand although i still love you, we just cant be together
right now =/


* this poem is dedicated to mike g. and i just wanted to say sorry and that
i'll always have something for you, although i cant show it *

- heather xoxo
 
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