If i didnt show up for school tomorrow would you even care?
If i wasnt beside you holding your hand, would you realize i wasnt there?
Would you wonder where i was when the day came to an end?
Or just sit there and joke and laugh along with your friends.
Would you secretly wonder and miss me or would you even know?
If i didnt come to school today, and you didnt care how could you be that
low?
And if i didnt come to school the next day or the next day after that.
Would you start to wonder where i was while your friends gave you a pat.
Did you ever really notice how i truly felt inside?
Did you really know that i didnt care if i died?
And when the phone begins to ring and you get that horrifying call.
Surley your knees didnt buckel, surley you didnt fall.
I know you said you loved me, and to lose me would break your heart.
But know your lifes a movie and you play that terrible part.
A black day rols round and you stand above lookin at me.
Tears stream down your face at the thought that your still breathin and
free.
You think about our life together and you see me layin in your lap.
You want to run, you want to hide, but you cant your in a trap.
Months have pasted and still you cry yourself to sleep.
And in the morning when you wake you begin to weep.
You go to school and all the faces stare.
Are you the one who did it, or did you push her there?
You cant bear it any longer, you wish it was all a dream.
And then you wake up in your bed or is that just what it seems?
-olivia cameron-




 
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