you were just a friend
or maybe I was making myself believe
that you were just a friend


but when you told me you loved her
when I couldn't bear to look at your eyes
when my eyes filled up with tears
...i knew my true feeling...


I turned away quickly
so you wouldn't see the tears
I closed my eyes
and breathed deeply
but nothing seemed to help
to clear away the image
of you two together


I felt like a fool
or an idiot i suppose
for feeling this way


You asked me if I was ok
I made a fake smile
and I lost all the sound around me


I'm sorry for not being able to be happy for you
i'm sorry for not telling you the truth
but I didn't want to cause you trouble
and I didn't wanted to change our relationship
I wanted to stay as your friend
I didn't want you to go away

Please don't leave me
thats all I will ask from you
Please hold me in your arms
like a friend will forever
Please don't hate me


... for that is what I fear the most...

 
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