I don't know where to go
I'm trapped in here
Surrounded by our memories
You told me that I have to forget
I can't
Just because it was easy for you,
doesn't mean it's gonna be for me
I don't have a heart of chrome
I have a heart of ice
waiting for love to free it
melt it
save it from it's icy tomb
It's locked up and i cant find the key
Permanant words carved in my skin
Forever it remains and reminds
That i will always love you
Nothing can ever change that
I may see things that engrave my mind with pain
But my soul forever stays the same
it's a rythem
the rythem of my life
Pulsating,
Booming,
Raving
It's too crowded here
And even if i killed myself
I'd forever watch the memories
like the movies
they repeat over and over
and after you're dead...
Can you kill yourself again?
I wish i could go back
just to the unfortunate day
i saw you and her
liplocked
you asked me to forgive you
but i was too struck to speak
i cried,
you'll never know how much
just because i didnt want to believe
what i saw with my own eyes
you lied to me
said you didnt love her
that i was better than her
then you turn around
and call me a whore?
what gives you the right?
if anything your'e the whore
the "love whore"
a destructive tornado
You picked me up
for once in my life i was happy
but now
i've never wanted to die so much
praying,
screaming,
bleeding,
hoping,
wondering
if we were ever meant to be
you say it was so
but now i dont know
if it was
then why am i dead,
trapped,
and buried
 
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