Sometimes I actually think im okay
that thought doesnt last more then a day
straight back to my imperfection
I seem to hide this sadness with my agresion
Fighting myself for being who im not
trying to leave a past, I havent forgot
Now, everything i do is wrong
my tears trigger with a simple song
Im watching my whole life slip away
its getting worse everyday
I feel like I cant hold on
since most of my control is already gone
Ive tried so many things
people just say im crazy and ask me weird things
I try to exsplain to them what passes through my head
why I wouldnt rather be alive then dead
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