Is it even worth trying?
Do you think it would help me stop crying?
You act like i'm the one dying,
But i told you im fine.
These problems, their mine.
I'm not saying i don't want you to care,
Cause i really need you to be there.
I don't know what im doing,
And i don't know who im fooling,
But i think it's working on them.
You see, they don't see my smile dim,
Nor d0 they see my laughter get weak,
Or the happiness that i seek.
Theres 0nly 0ne thing that makes me smile
When suddendly all my fears pile,
And it's my everything.
Please don't listen to what i say
Please don't agree with me and say Okay
And please don't ever walk away,
Cause i need you to push me,
Make me realize and see
What im doing isn't healthy,
To you or my self.
I don't know what im going to do
Or what this is gunna drive me to,
But i need it to st0p
Cause it's making me s0meb0dy i'm n0t.
I`m so sorry if i stressed you.
But i can't help what i do.
I'm trying. I promise you.

 
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