There are two people in this world I hate to the core,
Yet, I can’t tell who I truly hate more.
There’s myself for ever thinking I loved you,
But there’s you for letting me think you loved me too.
I’ll never forgive myself for saying the words that left me cursed,
Then again you can always be to blame for saying them first.
I can’t deny that my heart was always in it, it was just less then you
knew.
Yet my feelings were always truer than anything that came from you.

After it ended you were with her, and I was thinking of him,
Yet we’d always managed to re-connect on a whim.
When we were together there was always a spark of passion,
Yet after we left, we forgot each other like an old fashion.

I know now who I should have stayed with,
And that the saying “follow your instinct” isn’t just a myth.
I felt that it wasn’t right to say goodbye to that boy,
But I hoped it’d all be alright since it was just part of my ploy.
Then my plan went wrong and I forever lost the one I needed,
From then on, everyday, with god I pleaded.
Bring him back to me, but by then it was too late.
That’s why I think I just realized, I’m the one I should hate.

 
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