As I lie here on my bed, I don't know what to do...
The thought of being dead and being with out you...
You have moved on, living with another girl...
You wished she'd never be gone, you'd give her the world...
With my wrists cut and blood streaming out...
I tried not to, but all I could do was pout...
As I look into the street, I think I see your car...
Are you going with her, to gaze at the stars...
Are you driving away so you can't see my pain...
It hurts me so much, I think I'll go insane...
Are you really standing outside my door, listening to me cry...
But that can't be true, it must be a lie...
Right now I'm here wishing I could just say good-bye...
But that will never happen because I'm about to die...
I wish you could see how I really feel...
Once I leave, my heart will be revealed...
You'll know what I've been hiding from you for so long...
You'll finally get to know, but I'll be where I belong...
Sorry about the blood as I prepared a box for you...
It dripped from my wrists, there was nothing I could do...
Inside it are notes I wrote to the one I love...
I'll be watching you read them from my place above...
Once you read them, maybe you'll understand...
How much I wanted you to be my man...
There are tears dripping from my eyes, and my shirt is now red...
The blood has soaked through all my treasures and my things...
This is all because of the pain you bring...
Now I'm sitting here, many loved ones afraid...
As I slice myself with an old razor blade...
But don't you worry, this is not the end...
I will see you in heaven, my dear friend...
Don't freak out, I'll be alright...
As soon as I get this over with and end my life...
Maybe if you would have just loved me back...
I could have died old, maybe it could have been a heart attack...
But i guess we'll never know, we'll never get to see...
I'm lying here dying, because of the pain you caused me...
 
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