It was wrong
But it felt so right
At daylight we didn’t speak to each other
But the story was different at night

I’d sneak you into my room
No one could know of you and I
I treated me so wonderfully
But I times, I considered suicide

When I touched you and you touched me
Together we would cry
You caused me pain, but that brought so much joy
My lover, ‘tis not a lie

Then my parents had found out
Of our beautiful affair
They tried to keep me away from you
They would not let me near

For weeks I wished to be with you
You seemed to make the troubles go away
But after our little sessions you’re leave me scarred
And the pain would not stay away

Finally I saw you
I wanted you that night
You made my heart once heavy
Feel like a feather, so light

I chose you over everyone
My peers and family
You caused us all a lot of worries
You almost twice killed me

I lost so much control
I wanted to gain it back
I knew what I needed to do
So I picked you off the rack

I said, “Good bye. I’m leaving you.
You’re no longer welcomed to stay.”
I threw you out the window
The day I get better is today

I’m not sorry that you’re gonna
Even though I threw you in the cold
Because now I hate you
And I will, even when I grow old….



<b>***NOTICE:The "Lover" in this poem is a razor blade. I am
basing my poem on a recent experience cutting.</b>
 
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