Trapped inside this body
Of pain and agony
Nothing can stop me
From being a little angry
How was I to know what
My destiny was to be?
Did you think that
I wouldn't know about you and that other girl?
Did you think I would just deny
All the pain and agony I feel?
Trapped inside this body,
Is worse than you know
Every day it gets worse,
I bet you don't know
I took a knife to my wrist today
I was going to let the blood drip away
I wouldn't be trapped in this body anymore

You ripped away my innocence
Tore away my silky blanket of protection
All the good times we had, should be cherished
But what about the bad?
Do I throw the bad times out the window?
And let the good ones roll?
Life is supposed to be simple
Trapped in this body its not
What would happen if I went to sleep and didn't wake up again?
Would the pain and agony go away?
And forever stay within the depths of Hell?
Or would it surface now and then
Up in Heaven, where life is supposed
To be something to cherish
All evil is torn away
All bad things forgiven
What about all the 'what ifs'?
Should it matter?
Or should I focus on the things that are just meant to be?
Trapped inside this body isn't easy for me, you know
Maybe, just maybe, I'll grow to become someone different
Or maybe someone that I'm not
All is what I know is maybe, just maybe, I should wait and see
What good things...will become of me.
 
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