I've held so much inside of me
All my frights and fears
Even though I dont sense much
I can still taste my salty tears.

Sometimes I feel that theres so much more
Then wanting to be okay
But now i know in my ill heart
that I'll make it through the day.

The thoughts of you that constantly
dig deep inside of me
mishapes the person that you loved
the person I used to be.

The words you said the night before
hold truths in my mind
but now I feel I must doubt it all
for I know you have lied.

I count the lurches that rise in my throat
everytime you say my name.
But then again the pain inside
for once does not remain.

Because you took my pain away
with saying you love me,
but why is it that you say you love me
but in turn refuse to be with me.
 
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