I'm dying slowly,
Bleeding from within
My heart is pounding
As I stare at the knife,
I start to wonder why,
I seize to live and I think back,
To that sorrowful night
There was fighting carrying on
And there I was, left neglected
To cry tears of sadness and hurt
To ponder more and more about death
But then I became level-headed again
And the thought of suicide had then stopped
But today I changed my mind
There is no turning back, no undoing time
All the cold words that have frozen my heart
Are pouring out of me
And I can no longer deal with it
And in that moment of madness
I look around one last time
I yell out loud "I love you Mom"
And plunge the knife into my stomach
I see the blood gushing
And with that blood, all the words of hate leave
And suddenly everything's okay
And I am finally free from this torment.
 
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